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Upside Down
by David Litwin
I have often heard, especially during moments of corporate prayer, a petition similar to the following: “Lord, show us more of your face.” It is a prayer of longing; a longing for deeper connection with the Father. The biblical David prayed (or sung, depending on how you look at it): “And I—in righteousness I will see your face; when I awake, I will be satisfied with seeing your likeness.” (Psalm 17:5 NIV) It is not uncommon that one of your Sunday morning worship songs might focus on the desire to gaze deeper on the beauty of the Lord. We cry out for exponential intimacy with our transcendent God. And though this is critical, what if our prayers might be a little upside down? What if we aren’t just supposed to be focussed on the transcendent, but in seeing the transcendent manifested in the everyday?
What if instead of saying, ‘Lord reveal more of yourself to me,’ we say ‘Lord reveal more of yourself to me through people?’ I want to see more of the face of God, so I’ll do it through encouraging people to be more like Christ, and in turn see Him through them. How does that change the way we order our steps? How does that change the way we value relationships? If my focus is on knowing God deeper through people, then I must invest my time in people. I cannot use people, for I will never see God through their lives if I do. I cannot demean people, for I will sabotage my own intimacy with the Father. I cannot segment or compartmentalize people, because I might miss a piece of what the beautiful Christ looks like.
But if my focus is my own personal Jesus, then I can demean, I can use, I can segment or compartmentalize. Because hey, it’s just me and Jesus. And if I act in such a manner, is it not a little arrogant to believe that Jesus desires relationship with such a backstabbing, one-sided and even bigoted individual? Jesus said of those that behaved in such a manner: “You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence.” (Matthew 23:25) Remember, the paragon of religious virtue among the religious set Jesus specifically addressed in this verse was the high priest. Among other duties, the high priest was given the high honor of spending one day of the year gazing into the face of God in the temple room called the Holy of Holies. This was the benchmark of righteousness to the religious. The coveted position all below him aspired to achieve. And yet it appears that Christ was saying ‘I wanted you to find me in everything you did, to desire to see me in everyone around you.’ As God said, ‘I desire mercy and not sacrifice.’
And so at the death of Christ, and the fulfillment of the sacrifice, the veil in that room was torn.
So why do we, in our prayer closets or other sacred spaces, often attempt to put it back up? Don’t get me wrong; it is not that yearning for intimately seeking face of God should not be our soul cry. David himself said, “One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple.” (Psalm 27:4 NIV) It was his one desire. The desire of the man after God’s own heart. But what if our desire is to enlarge the parameters of the House? What if we switch the definition of the temple from a building—to people? What if the house of the Lord expanded to an entire neighborhood? A city? A country? Could we dream that big? What if God’s Kingdom could come to the whole earth, as it is in Heaven? What if that is accomplished by transforming earth into heaven through actions, instead of strictly attempting to bring heaven down through prayer.
I want to continually dwell in the house of the Lord… I just want to see the walls expanded a bit. I want to perpetually gaze on the beauty of the Lord… I just want to do it everywhere I turn my face. And I want people to gaze on the beauty of the Lord reflected through my face, but even more importantly through my actions. I want to live the Kingdom and teach all others to do so, and then maybe it’ll come down in my lifetime. I want to… well, I’ll let Jack Johnson finish my thoughts for me:
“I want to turn the whole thing upside down, I’ll find the things they say just can’t be found. I’ll share this love I find with everyone…” (Jack Johnson, Upside Down)
yeah, I want that.
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